Saturday, March 1, 2008

just another post

Why am i writing this? well i dont know maybe just a sudden burst of thoughts i guess.. its really been a long time since i blog and i really dont think that i will be blogging often. why? reason is simple for most part of my life i really feel that there is no need for me to blog as i guess blogging is for people whom think about the peasant poultry stuff in everyday life i am not sure if have phrase myself correctly but hey what ever. Monday who most probably be considered a milestone in my life. Yes, i will be working as a intern for the company called Lucasfilm animation company singapore. A long name i guess but a milestone worth writing down.



Sometimes i feel amongst my peers i see life much more optimistically and on a more mature level correct me if i am wrong but hey since this is my blog i am gonna say whatever. i really think my life changed during my last days as a sec sch student which means that was when i was sec4 time has since then flew by i remember when i was in sec sch on a saturday, why? saturday? well that cause i was doing my crappy lame sh** D&T project i really think that turn out to be a failure but hey who cares its been almost 3years since then already. On that saturday something in me snapped well i dont mean snapped i mean connected that has since then changed my life, since then i am no longer a spoiled fu**ing brainless brat. Well people say people change i guess everyone in some point of time in their life will have something connect in their brain and that this connection can and really will change their life. I know what ever connected in me changed mine since that day nonsensical crap of everyday life has not weight me down. but i feel why i feel this way is probably i have not really been weight down by the monetary side of life, responsiblities and what not.



In the end i have really no idea why am i writing all this down maybe i am bored or that i feel someone can be affected by what i am saying and change their own life. Being lost and confused without any aim in mind is the worst. crap i still dunno why i am writing this.



Sigh*



Well i have no idea when i will ever write the next post probably a next post would take a day like today. To the reader of this post: Seek what your heart desires, provided it doesnt cross the boundaries of what is right and wrong. Once you have found it hold fast and do not let go.