whine

well everything is over.. for the past 6 months i have been slogging my ass off.. now its my break... a very well deserved break lol..

unforseen gravitation: Each time its appearance causes me gravitate towards it and i really hate that feeling sometimes as the uncertainty really kills me. But without orders or commands my heart gravitates. The feeling irks me.

The fleeting hope: I always believed actions speak louder then words. Well i guess being as subliminal as possible backfired and my message was not carried acrossed. It hard i know hard for me to just let that flame go out. but yet everytime as it slowly dies and fades into oblivion the flame would burst into life as that ever so fleeting hope. Yet as the name suggests that hope would just fade with time.

juste amis: I never wanted things to be this way but with the looks of it i can only say that it is best to remain this way. Such cowardice on my part..

well its hols now and i am freaking bored lol... BORED i mean as in REALLY bored..

need work soon or i'll die.. lol

Need to get new com, change phone blah blah blah...